In his moving spiritual memoir, finished shortly before his death on December 19, 2002, Lewis Smedes, beloved teacher and author of such best-selling books as Forgive and Forget, takes readers through his own lifelong walk with God. In My God and I Smedes gives voice to the struggles as well as to the joys of his life, revealing his deepest questions directed to a God who would never let him go and expressing his longing for the day when, as God promises, all things will be made new. "It has been 'God and I' the whole way, " writes Smedes. "Not so much because he has always been pleasant company. Not because I could always feel his presence when I got up in the morning or when I was afraid to sleep at night. It was because he did not trust me to travel alone." Completed with a poignant farewell by Smedes's daughter, Cathy, this volume will be a cherished good-bye for the many people who have been touched by the wisdom, wit, and charm of Lewis Smedes.